Hmm...xinying told me that I am too literature, and living in my own world.
She asks me to snap out of it.
And she also told me about things that Zhang Lao Shi said.
Am I really living in my own world? Hmm...
I am really confused. And so, everyone says I am like this.
But am I really like this?? Hmm...
So what constitutes a Literature girl,
what faults does a literature girl have?
How to snap out of it?
I do not have any answer.
I like being myself.
But..I've never tot of myself as an extreme case of a literature girl..
I am too literature????
I am really confused.
Very confused.

And talking about me having idealistic view about love.
Oh...so in this world, there's really no idealistic love.
I always tot there is, and once you met it, you'll definitely know.
I've never met it myself. Then..does it exist?
And if it doesnt exist, why should I get myself hurt?
And if in this world, there really isnt an another half, who loves and cherishes us, and really understand us..
And if I know that liking someone who doesnt like me, will get myself hurt,
I shud not like that someone...Isnt this true? Isnt this rational??
Coz..since no one can give me that kind of love(as in cherishing me) , isnt it sensible then, not to love? Since I'll probably get hurt.. I shud then depend on myself till I meet the really right one.
Or is this a wrong kind of view also?
diao...I am confused.. So how should I behave, so that I am normal.
You mean, I have to be open to everyone (I am..), and then do out-going things, and be sporty, and to be able to yo yo with everyone that I meet. And then..such..is called a normal person?
And if I want to become such a person, I'll be losing the real me.
And up to this point. I have a question.
What kind of personality shud I have?
How should I behave, to be normal?
And do people really understand me? Do they really think my behaviour tallies with what I am thinking, and do they think I am a permanent like this kind of person.
As if I will not change? But I am always changing, everyone is also changing.
There's no one moment without changes.
Then,...what am I?

And, are their own personality so flawless, that they can start to comment that my personality has a problem? Or am I abnormal, the moment I think of this qn?

Ok..so..how should I behave then???
And what can I read to snap out of it?
How to snap out of it?

And finally...

I am still confused.

I am experiencing a crisis of identity.
diao...

I really dun get it!! (P.s i am not angry).. I am supeerrrrrrrr confused!!!!
What am I? WHo am I????
I am just a girl, with unique personality. Becoz I dont like to be others. haha..
Comments? Tell me everything you can, to solve my identity crisis.

.:: Princess Sala ::.