Though I have a lot of datelines to meet. (Fast and furious~) But I sort of want to clarify everything about my personality.
The information you have about me, that is wrong.
1. I am a literature girl, and lives in my own world, escaping into my literature world when trouble strikes.
The Fact: Haha.. I am really flattered to be called a literature girl sia. But in fact, I am just a girl, who just happens to love Chinese literature a lot, because I love their words, the beautiful words, but not all of its idea. I admire the way they portray a certain kind of emotion, be it melancholy or touching kinship. But I am not obsess to the point, where I cannot differentiate the real world, and the literature world. Oscar Wilde has a famous quote, “Life imitates the Art.” It is not that literature world is bad. It is not! People who write these beautiful pieces are inspired by real life event. It isn’t something constructed out of no where. Literature are inspired by real life. And I do understand that in this world, not everyone is a literature person. And I respect them for what they are. Its just that, it so happens that I am passionate about literature, while you are interested in something else.
2. I am the kind of girl, who wants a hong hong lie lie love relationship, to the extent of death and parting.
The Fact: I didn’t realize I give people this kind of em..cuo jue. Haha.. PLEASE DO NOT judge me as the stories I write!! Gosh…For someone like me, who hasn’t been in love for ages…ALL of my stories are purely from imagination. And there is this saying, that literature is actually repetition. For each genre, there is actually repetition. Nobody actually invented something totally new, but through the restricted region, they try to be innovative and create a new kind of way in expressing something. That means, it isn’t the writer’s fault that you get to hear so many stories about divorce or breakups etc. Its because, it is part of the romance genre. What people write today, originates from what they read before. And I so happen to read A LOT and ONLY Zhang Xiao Xian books. I AM NOT condemning her. For goodness, she is my favourtie writer. Her books are successful, because they are engaging, and makes you feel something. Even if it is melancholy or sadness. I am grateful that it made me feel. Coz to me, it makes no sense to read something that doesn’t make you feel anything. Haha.. So..yes…I am not a girl who fantasize that some white horse prince will come and save u.. Em..actually I always laugh at those English romance novels that write such things. Coz em…guys are not like this?
Then what is my point of view about romance? Please..again..I do not want anyone to judge me by the stories I write. My point of view about romance in this point of time is, I wouldn’t love anyone who doesn’t love me back. Simple right. Its only logical. Coz I find it nonsensical to be upset over someone who doesn’t like you back. Which is why, sometimes, I don’t think I know how to love, as..I am not the kind who will get giddy over someone.
3. I am a weak little girl, like Lin Dai Yu.
The Fact: Oh god..I like Lin Dai Yu alright, coz she’s famous. Everyone knows her, and she’s from a famous Chinese classic, hong lou meng. I like her for her elegance. Afterall, my name is Wenya. Even if I am not very elegant in my behaviour. It doesn’t hurt to like someone like her. Coz I don’t know WHY..But I love bitter-sweet kind of thing. Haha..maybe because I don’t believe in fairytales.
But saying I am as weak as Lin Dai Yu is so wrong.
Just because I am not good in relationship with other people, doesn’t mean I am boring and weak.
Firstly, about what some people say, that I am so boring. Its because I don’t care a damn about you. I am pretty self-centered if you want to know the truth. I don’t feel comfortable talking to you, I don’t see the point of talking to you. I rmb what my sec sch geo teacher said before, he doesn’t do anything without a purpose. It just prints in my heart. Yah..I don’t do things without a purpose. Life is so short. Lets stop wasting time. And I belong to man re (slowly heat up) kind of person. I have a wall built up, and will be removed, only when I think you can be trusted.
And I am NOT weak. Just abit..ok a lot..especially in the face of new stuff, obstacles, sad incidents, conflicts. Just as I have said before, I am really good at working alone, but in terms of cooperating with others. I just lack those essential skills. I am slowly improving though. In the past, I can walk a big round, just to avoid greeting someone. Now, I can do better than that. Its not because I am rude or hate u. But I am afraid of human. Some human.. I better not write down some lousy events that happened during sec school… Privacy.
But I am not weak, in the sense that, with encouragement from friends, family members, I often find courage to overcome challenges. But challenges involving people often leaves me confused. Oh well…I need more more more social skills.
OK…I may be weak sometimes. Coz I don’t want to face problems. I am scared. But I do understand that problem can be solved, only when you face it. I understand! But it just takes me a longer time to find energy to do so. I am a lazy bunny.
4. I cant laugh.
The Fact: I am quite sensitive to my image in front of different people. If I think you may use my laughter as some kind of joke topic…even if you didn’t mean it. Plus, if I don’t think your joke is funny at all. Plus,, when I am tired. Kena sai…how to laugh??? Pluz.. I laugh out loud, really loud, when I watch Wu Zong Xian’s show. Get it?
Haha..I am just very defensive about my personality, my image etc.
Got to clarify this. Hope you all understand me better now.
BUT of coz…all these are subjected to circumstances and situations.
I am always changing. Everyone is always changing. There’s no fixed kind of thing.
The information you have about me, that is wrong.
1. I am a literature girl, and lives in my own world, escaping into my literature world when trouble strikes.
The Fact: Haha.. I am really flattered to be called a literature girl sia. But in fact, I am just a girl, who just happens to love Chinese literature a lot, because I love their words, the beautiful words, but not all of its idea. I admire the way they portray a certain kind of emotion, be it melancholy or touching kinship. But I am not obsess to the point, where I cannot differentiate the real world, and the literature world. Oscar Wilde has a famous quote, “Life imitates the Art.” It is not that literature world is bad. It is not! People who write these beautiful pieces are inspired by real life event. It isn’t something constructed out of no where. Literature are inspired by real life. And I do understand that in this world, not everyone is a literature person. And I respect them for what they are. Its just that, it so happens that I am passionate about literature, while you are interested in something else.
2. I am the kind of girl, who wants a hong hong lie lie love relationship, to the extent of death and parting.
The Fact: I didn’t realize I give people this kind of em..cuo jue. Haha.. PLEASE DO NOT judge me as the stories I write!! Gosh…For someone like me, who hasn’t been in love for ages…ALL of my stories are purely from imagination. And there is this saying, that literature is actually repetition. For each genre, there is actually repetition. Nobody actually invented something totally new, but through the restricted region, they try to be innovative and create a new kind of way in expressing something. That means, it isn’t the writer’s fault that you get to hear so many stories about divorce or breakups etc. Its because, it is part of the romance genre. What people write today, originates from what they read before. And I so happen to read A LOT and ONLY Zhang Xiao Xian books. I AM NOT condemning her. For goodness, she is my favourtie writer. Her books are successful, because they are engaging, and makes you feel something. Even if it is melancholy or sadness. I am grateful that it made me feel. Coz to me, it makes no sense to read something that doesn’t make you feel anything. Haha.. So..yes…I am not a girl who fantasize that some white horse prince will come and save u.. Em..actually I always laugh at those English romance novels that write such things. Coz em…guys are not like this?
Then what is my point of view about romance? Please..again..I do not want anyone to judge me by the stories I write. My point of view about romance in this point of time is, I wouldn’t love anyone who doesn’t love me back. Simple right. Its only logical. Coz I find it nonsensical to be upset over someone who doesn’t like you back. Which is why, sometimes, I don’t think I know how to love, as..I am not the kind who will get giddy over someone.
3. I am a weak little girl, like Lin Dai Yu.
The Fact: Oh god..I like Lin Dai Yu alright, coz she’s famous. Everyone knows her, and she’s from a famous Chinese classic, hong lou meng. I like her for her elegance. Afterall, my name is Wenya. Even if I am not very elegant in my behaviour. It doesn’t hurt to like someone like her. Coz I don’t know WHY..But I love bitter-sweet kind of thing. Haha..maybe because I don’t believe in fairytales.
But saying I am as weak as Lin Dai Yu is so wrong.
Just because I am not good in relationship with other people, doesn’t mean I am boring and weak.
Firstly, about what some people say, that I am so boring. Its because I don’t care a damn about you. I am pretty self-centered if you want to know the truth. I don’t feel comfortable talking to you, I don’t see the point of talking to you. I rmb what my sec sch geo teacher said before, he doesn’t do anything without a purpose. It just prints in my heart. Yah..I don’t do things without a purpose. Life is so short. Lets stop wasting time. And I belong to man re (slowly heat up) kind of person. I have a wall built up, and will be removed, only when I think you can be trusted.
And I am NOT weak. Just abit..ok a lot..especially in the face of new stuff, obstacles, sad incidents, conflicts. Just as I have said before, I am really good at working alone, but in terms of cooperating with others. I just lack those essential skills. I am slowly improving though. In the past, I can walk a big round, just to avoid greeting someone. Now, I can do better than that. Its not because I am rude or hate u. But I am afraid of human. Some human.. I better not write down some lousy events that happened during sec school… Privacy.
But I am not weak, in the sense that, with encouragement from friends, family members, I often find courage to overcome challenges. But challenges involving people often leaves me confused. Oh well…I need more more more social skills.
OK…I may be weak sometimes. Coz I don’t want to face problems. I am scared. But I do understand that problem can be solved, only when you face it. I understand! But it just takes me a longer time to find energy to do so. I am a lazy bunny.
4. I cant laugh.
The Fact: I am quite sensitive to my image in front of different people. If I think you may use my laughter as some kind of joke topic…even if you didn’t mean it. Plus, if I don’t think your joke is funny at all. Plus,, when I am tired. Kena sai…how to laugh??? Pluz.. I laugh out loud, really loud, when I watch Wu Zong Xian’s show. Get it?
Haha..I am just very defensive about my personality, my image etc.
Got to clarify this. Hope you all understand me better now.
BUT of coz…all these are subjected to circumstances and situations.
I am always changing. Everyone is always changing. There’s no fixed kind of thing.
.:: Princess Sala ::.
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