Disappointment and Excitement

Hi guys,
this week has truly been a busy week for mi. Haiz very tired. Have been doing OT this week and let mi just sum up the whole thing. Well, as u guys know, i have to wake up at freaking 5am everyday!!! And this week, this are the time i reach home.
Tue: Reach home at 10.45pm
Wed: Reach home at 10.45pm
Thurs: Reach home at 11.35pm
It had been like that lor. Once i get home, i have to wash myself up and go to sleep le. N i barely had 6 hours of sleep b4 i head down to camp again for another working session.
And to tell u the truth, i have been working very hard for the past week, trying to learn everything and do everything properly to sort of redemn myself from my past mistakes. But i was really sad and disappointed when my superiors are still not really satisfied with my performance. Is it that there expectations too high?? Or is our performance really that lousy?? I dun noe. I mean i really really tried my best lor. Why doesn't anione seems to be able to see it? I hate this kinda situation whereby we tried so hard and do our best but our eforts are still not recognized. It really goes to show that in life working hard isn't enough. Haiz.

Alright, enough of all though disappointing stuff. On to the exciting part, i was ask by some of my superiors to perform during the dinner at my unit's signature event. In the midst of all the OT and stuff, still have to squezze time out to choose the song and search for the CD. In the end i chose 末日之恋 by 张智成. The stessful part of the performance is not the actual part of the performance itself. It is the waiting part. Thats the part that always makes mi nervous. When i was doing drama in JC time also like that. But when i go on stage, it was so strange, all the nervousness and anxiety all gone just like that. Haha. This was my first time singing on stage, it was a good experience though. And i must thank all the people from my company for cheering so loudly, haha. Thanks to u guys, i can say i truly enjoy been on stage.

Xian Hao