Monday, August 07, 2006

DePressIon?

Haiz..

I got infected by the "Xianhao" disease.. feeling moody and depressed these few days. Luckily wenya enlightened me n I feel better today le. But still I feel uncertain.
I find that "university" is a big word 2 me. I wonder if I can adapt to the new environment, the travelling time n workload. N importantly, whether I can make some frenz who can help me along. I really hope so. Cos I feel lonely in my pursuit of my studies. Sometimes I wonder, Am I not as outgoing and outspoken enough? Juz tired of interacting wif strangers. Why I also dunno. The lack of the warmth and closeness I feel towards the school. Or mayb YJ is 2 good enough?

Xinying

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