Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Crazy Impulse

Okay guys,
I did a really crazy thing yesterday.

On Monday, i was like pondering on whether i should join a cca in uni.
Then if i really did, what cca should i join?
I was like really interested in Chinese Pop Singing and they happen to have that cca on campus.
Its one of the sub clubs in the NUS cultural activities club. The club name is called Voices (cool huh).
I was like then thinking whether i should join. Factors that discourage me from doing so includes this sem having 2 days with evening lectures, having to take 6 modules resulting in a packed schedule, not even courage to take part in the audition and not enough time.
But i dunno why sms the person in charge on impulse.
The person replied back saying that the last day of audition will be the next day (which was yesterday). I was so panicky and nervous. Should i join the audition or not?

After further encouragement from Mango and other friends, i decided to pick a song and join the audition. Throughout the whole process, i was really nervous and scared. The song i choose kept on changing cos i dunno which song is best for me.
In fact, i changed the song the last minute before i went into the audition room.
The song i sang was 解脱 by 张惠妹.
I felt that i didnt do my best. And almost forgot the lyrics (dunno whether they found out abt that).

Aniway, that night they sent me an email saying that I GOT IN.
There will be a welcome tea on Mon but i cant join cos of my evening lecture. Damn!!!

But seriously, i felt that God made this whole thing happen.
I didn't even think about joining the audition until only on mon and the last day of the audition happen to be on tues. What coincidence!!!
I asked God to give me a sign whether i should keep on pursuing Singing or just treat it as a leisure kind of thing. He let me IN the club. Im so grateful my lord. Thank You so much!!!!

Next think i worry is that i hope that i would be able to manage my time properly. The free time i have now are getting lesser and lesser. I would be busier. N i seriously hope that practises DO NOT clash with my evening lectures on Mon and Thurs. I also hope can make mew friends there.

Jiayou ba.

P.S:~ Im suffering from sore thoart today. The day after the auditions. Not before or during but after the auditions. So freaky right? Do u think is God? Is it a sign? A good one? Personally, i think its a gd sign cos God delayed my sore throat until after the auditions. I love You. Thank God!!!

Xian Hao

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