To Xinyi....

I think it is high time for me to step out and explain my side of the story cos obviously some people still hasn't got the message.

Firstly, i wasn't angry because of just one stupid sentence.
It was the attitude. And the inappreciativeness of all our efforts.

You noe how much time we spend on planning and trying to brainstorm all these. We have gone through all these as early as January lor. Trying to figure out whats the best way to celebrate ur 21st birthday.
We decided one Saturday afternoon quite last minute to go down to Orchard Rd to shop for ur gift and we literally walked and browse the whole of Orchard Rd until we found the perfect gift for u.
We met up one afternoon to do ur cards and it was during the time when everyone was so crazily busy.
Btw, that day Xinying wasn't having a gd day cos of the exchange problem thingy and i believe Wenya is having one of her depressing days as well. But we all still put all our problems behind, pick up our moods to do ur card lor.
And in the end what do we got?

Also the actual birthday thingy, no one is blaming you becos u got chicken pox so i dunno whats the big woo haa all about.
We already told u we are willing to postpone your birthday celebration but seriously dunno what ur problem.
Well, everyone is willing to accommodate but why do you yourself have to go spoil all this.
Also when we ask u how u want to celebrate ur bdae. Yes u told us, but u noe Xinying dun wanna go Escape mar. So we tot of other things lar, and we came up wif some ideas ourselves cos u urself dunno what u wanna do.
And when we suggested it to you, u said we 自作主张. I was like what the hell!!!!
The angry part is that we suggest go east coast park and that is actually what u wanted right?
Then just say okay lar. We will be willing to wait for all ur chicken pox to heal what.

So u tell me, is it becos of one sentence?
Yes i may not present at the scene but halo i am part of this group and i am part of the people helping to organize and plan ur bdae party. So does that give me a right to be angry?

And the sad thing is you don't even bother to explain things to me even when you noe so clearly that i am angry with you.
Yes, you got chicken pox?
But chicken pox can't blog, cant email, cant sms, cant use phone???

And u might not noe, becos of all these i quarreled wif Xinying also. At that point, i really hated u to the core. But luckily we patched up.
U might not noe, ur present has been laying in my hse all these while and i really have the urge to shaft it down the garbage chute.

As i told Xinying, this whole thing is like fire u haf to attend to it properly once it started and not wait for the whole thing to worsen and spread then by that time its probably too late.

Well, yest after reading ur post.
I seriously wanted to end the friendship!!! Sick of it le.
I ask God to gave me some signs on what to do.
I guess he wants me to hang on ba.
But dunno how long i can hold on to this friendship.

If u really think having me as a fren is really nothing.
Or whether we patch up doesn't really matter to u.
Or that it is not worth it patching up wif me or keeping this friendship, PLS voice out!!!
I am willing to give it all up if thats what u want.

Xian Hao