apologies n explanations...

ok... i finally decided to take a break b4 i die of stress...
n i tink there are thgs i nid to say...
well... i nid to say them long long time ago actually...

first of all...
an apology to all of u cause i kinda of lost contact w everi1 due to chicken pox...
i hate being sick...
so many makeup lessons n reports i nid to do juz because i cant go out for 2 wks!!!
then i had a fever n terrible headache n cant seemed to concentrating on anithg...
so neglected tis blog... n all of u...
for tis i sincerely apologise...

2ndly...
another apolopy to all of u for not replying the tagboard...
cause i cant seem to post anithg on it...
n then cant even see anithg...
so i dun realli noe wad u are all talking abt...
i try to fix it soon i hope...

3rdly...
another apology n an explanation...
haiz... i m realli sorrie abt my attiude... dunno how many sat ago...
ok... i noe i seem to drag it long enough...
but i dun have time n energy to do anithg...

aniway...
but i had to say...
i m realli upset that day...
n therefore... i had said thgs in anger...

well... 1st of all (why do i keep listing everithg? sorrie sidetrack...)
i m under a lot of stress n veri close to breaking down i mean seriously...
n finally i m able to get in the mood to finish readings n preparing for my presentations that i nid to hand in the nxt day...
yet wenya had to make mi stop...

2ndly...
i had said dozens of time that i dun want to go out cause i m afraid that plans will have to all thrown away due to my illness... as wad had happened...
talk abt luck!!!!!! who had chicken pox on 21st birthday!!!!!!!
i mean the doc kept asking how old m i...
n i said... tmr 21... n the doc was like so surprised... even more when my mc ends on april fool day...
how lucky can i be? talk abt my luck or the lack of...
aniway... no one listen to wad i said....
i said so many times n no one takes mi seriously...
aaaah!!!
it's frustrating to tell ppl thgs again n again... n everi1 thinks u are joking...
well... when they say pisces has great intuition... cant they be wrong?!!!
haiz...

n the prob is...
i found out that jupiter was angry w wad i say...
which is ironic cause u are not there...
n i admit i said irresponsible thgs out of anger...
n i apologised for it...

BUT there is sth i hope u noe...
cause i tink there is some miscommunication...
cause i said...
u all nvr take my words seriously n i said i dun want to celebrate cause i might be sick then...
that's why i told u all not to plan...
i din ask u all to plan n i said dun plan... but did ani of u listen? no...
that's why i was so upset that day...
at least that's wad i tink i said that day...
so i admit i m wrong to say such thgs n i apologised but i still tink u nid to noe that if u oni focus on that sentence alone n think that i m ungrateful n all...
then i had nothing to say...
cause my focus is different frm urs...

hey! it sounds like my translation module lect notes...
sth like what hit my uncle was the ball or what the ball hit was my uncle...
same sentence frm the ball hit my uncle... but the focus is different...
ok... sidetrack again... i go move my train back a moment... u all wait hor...

ok... enough lame joke...
aniway... i want to say i m sorry but not that i said that sentence... ok mayb i m but the prob is i m not realli happy at the fact that u oni heard one sentence n u are upset... hmm... m i being incoherent le? it seemed that my pts are a bit like a paradox...
happy... upset... n i dunno... blame on the stress... not mi :p

aniway...
wad was i gg to say... sorrie i m typing everithg that comes to my mind...
cause i tink that is the best way to convey my thoughts so sorrie if i was a bit here n there...
ok... i noe sidetrack again...

aniway...
i hope that we are all still friends?...

still 2 more thgs...
first... dun tink i can go aniwhere soon... cause too many thgs i m not supposed to eat for the nxt 3 mths... no egg, chicken, garlic, peanuts... (hazelnuts consider as a type of nuts? if yes... there goes my chocolate...) anythg that got to do w beans as well... like beancurd, soyabean...
so have to eat at home... haiz... dun tink will see u all... mayb after the exams...
n plus i had a test on thur n i miz 5 lect out of the 10 lect for the exam n it's a science module... 1 report to hand in on sat, 2 termpapers on 14/4, one grp paper that is disastrous on 18/4 n exams start on 28/4... tis weekend... nid to attend some rituals... cant do work... i m gg crazy le...
so juz to say... i might "disappear" for quite sometime....

lastly!!!!! finally... nid to go back to study...

i want to thank u all for ur bday gifts!!!!!!
realli love it....
nid to say somethg... the bag was the exact copy of the bag my aunt bought for mi for my bdae except for the colour!!! n I LOVE THEM!!!
haha...seemed that everyone noe my taste... haha...
thxs a lot!!! u guys spent so much on my gift...
realli thxs!!! yes... haha i saw the pricetag inside...
thxs a lot!!!

ok... before i kept gg on n on... i tink i shd go back to work on my report...
e termpaper that i got back said i lacked logic...
haha did it w a fever... of course like that haha
ok... take care everione n i seriously apologised for everithg... but hope that nxt time u all dun cut some n take the meaning... (anione can guess the chinese words? 4 words.... ani guesses? haha)
n i hope u all take my words seriously...
after all... pisces has great intuition rite? :p
ok... gotta go...

shini