今天外婆出殡了。
哭了一个早上，心情七上八下。
天空也不知为什么 突然下起倾盆大雨。
我一直在想，外婆走了之后，这个家会变成什么样子。
大家是否会时常聚在一起，或是大家各奔东西？

I really do hope everyone will stay to gather as a family.
Its like we see each other only because out grandma pass away lor.
So long nv see all of them le.
Realise that my aunt have all aged alot.
Plus all my cousins also changed alot le.
I am just starting to talk to 2 of my cousins around my age.
We didn't really talk much previously. Coz they are those quiet quiet type and sometimes i just don't bother talking to them coz u guys know right, i am those that very scared of 冷场 and 尴尬 situation one.
But this few days, began talking to them more coz whole day see each other mar. Though we never really open up to each other but i really wanna be friends with them one lor.

Well, i just hope after grandma is gone, this family still stay united.

Xian Hao